From the age of ten I've felt as though I'm constantly being compared to prettier friends, measured up against them and repeatedly being dismissed as not good enough, average, or the ugly one. It's not paranoia, it's true.
When I was ten I was this chubby kid with a massive forehead who developed too fast and had zits before anybody else.
When I was twelve, I didn't realise tying your hair up every day made you look hideous, so I did it. Boys would ask me out, and I'm pretty certain it was just for a laugh, as in let's ask out that ugly girl so that when she says yes we can laugh at her. I said no, sometimes with a snigger or a laugh